So, I posted this on my facebook upon hearing of the untimely death of Amy Winehouse:
Dear Amy Winehouse, this is what happens when they tell you to go to rehab and then you say ‘no, no, no’.
In all seriousness, what a waste. She had a lovely voice, even if I wasn’t really into her music. Welcome to the 27 club, doll.
For those that may not know what the ’27 Club’ is, it’s the slang term for a the group of artists that all passed away at the age of 27 and includes Jim Morrison, Janis Joplin, Kurt Cobain and Hendrix among others: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/27_Club
I wanted to expand on my thoughts here.
I wasn’t just making some cruel joke off the cuff, although part of me wants to simply say to the naysayers ‘too soon?’ and snark it even further. It literally was the first thing that popped into my head. Maybe that isn’t nice. Maybe I’m not nice when it comes to people like Amy Winehouse.
The irony is just overwhelming for this situation. Amy Winehouse gained her fame for a song that spit in the face of those trying to help those they love with serious addiction problems. She gained her fame on making it trendy for kids that are out of control to say ‘I’m fine, I have this under control’. She had an awareness of her issue that many do not, in my opinion, and leveraged it to become a famous train wreck.
I was turned off as soon as I heard ‘Rehab’. It was my first exposure to Amy Winehouse as an artist. I don’t find anything cute about laughing off addiction. I find it even less cute to make fun of those that are trying to help you. Amy Winehouse did both these things in her hit song.
The fact that she then spun down the rabbit hole of addition IS sad. However, I simply do not believe that those that truly want to get well cannot get well.
I don’t believe it from having an alcoholic stepfather.
I don’t believe it from having a close family friend doing jail time for falling down the rabbit hole of meth addiction.
I don’t believe it from having a high school friend die from heroin addiction/overdose.
People CAN get better. They have to WANT to get better. Nothing anyone can make them do the work if they don’t want to do it themselves. Those of us around those people suffer waiting for them to make that choice.
I am immensely proud EVERY DAY of my stepfather.
I am proud of our friend, who is trying EVERY DAY to make himself better, and in the most awful of situations. He paying for actions while on drugs to the point where he was the furthest being from himself he could be. We support him and are looking forward to watching him rebuild his life.
I am saddened all the time about my friend who passed away. I never had the chance to reconnect with her after years of being out of touch. I found out of her death and it’s shaken me in a way few things can. I am sad in a way that nothing else makes me sad. I am angry at her for thinking she could control such a vice. I am disappointed in her for foiling her life and her future and ruining the beautiful being she was. It’s been a few years and I still think about her probably a few times a week. I’m not sure if she’ll ever leave. I feel like we were unfinished as friends, we had great things ahead someday. Together.
When addicts don’t make the choice to stay clean, eventually they die. It’s simple. People with addictions die EVERY DAY. When they let the addiction WIN, they DIE. Amy Winehouse isn’t a unique snowflake.
That’s what this boils down to folks! She decided that drugs and booze were more important than her life. The drugs and booze won. Even if she didn’t OD, that little body couldn’t take anymore of her nonsense. She had ample resources that most don’t have to help her.
I believe that as friends and family of those with addictions, we CAN NOT give the addict a free pass that they aren’t strong enough to fight the disease. I’m sorry, but that just allows them to have another excuse that they can’t get better. The human being is stronger than anyone can ever imagine. It’s about will. It’s about want. It’s about change. These things ARE possible. Belief in anything else is allowing the person with addictive behavior to continue their behavior and believe otherwise. It’s fatal. I truly feel that if there is a time to put up or shut up, it’s in talking feelings with those having addictions. If they can’t take the heat, then you must let them go for your own sake. You cannot change a person or make them get better. They have to want it. Amy Winehouse chose her lifestyle over her life. Very important distinction there.
Here’s a better way to put it: what would happen if all the drugs in the world vanished? Those with addictions would be forced to get over them and/or find other addictions. The majority would NOT die from kicking the habit. They’d live on and change their lives. They would be forced to change.
Her death isn’t tragic IMO. If it makes ONE of her fans re-access the idea that they may have a problem and they don’t want to burn out like her, then that’s the best thing that can come of it.
Kids shouldn’t want to be Amy Winehouse.
-Melissa